Girls and growing up

I saw Jane yesterday and I taught why shall I not write what I think about girls.

So, when I was young I didn't like girls at all. I was scared. They played different toys and had long hair and they didn't fart what was at the time creepy for my... to be fully honest I still don't know why they do not fart. Maybe it's just a pose and they do it when nobody is nearby? I don't know. 


Anyways. Later when I was 10 I started getting interested in what are girls like and in what way are they different than boys. And I figured they have some body parts that we do not have and that they are more emotional and that they are irritating and that I really do not need girl friends. 


Later, after a few years, I started to like girls. I thought they were pretty and that they wear nice things and that they have good perfumes. I did not want to become a girl I just liked looking at girls and kissing with them. It is pleasing. 


Now I think girls are just stupid and phony. I mean...I still wouldn't mind kissing or something but I prefer guys as friends. Frankly I prefer to be alone.